January 2010
I needed to go to NYC because my portfolio for SVA got sent back in the mail and ugh. MY parents are being so obnoxious and wont let me go, I’m going anyway, obviously. I don’t see why they’re not letting me go, i go to the city every weekend. I think they just think it’s dumb that I’m spending $20.00 to go to the city, and a $5.00 cab ride to drop off something i...
bearbot.
I’ve been rocking out to bearbot all night (: love & miss euna, she’s on tour. Ugh, i’m so stressed out today, but i hung out with marianne, and got fitted for our dresses for our fashion showww, HOORAY ! yea. i have nothing to write about tonight, it was really low key. got home at 12:15ish, nothing special…
CJ and I went over Alex’s; his little brother...
thanks marianne for getting outta yr midterm...
marianne needs to come home from her midterm.
1. What was the first thing you thought about when you woke up?: self portraits. 2. What did you do last night?: nothing really, hung out w/ cj mari & ben, went home, left again with cj. slept at his house until i got yelled at to come home. 3. What is the most important part of your life right now?: school……. fml. 4. What would you rather be doing right now? taking cute...
self portraits were alright.
i don’t know which i like better.
smile.
“Freedom is not worth having if it does not include the freedom to make mistakes.” -Gandhi
I think that will be my quote of the day. I had a bad day at first, then it got really good, a little awkward, significant, and then bad again. My dad hates me. he really does. I can’t make him love me anymore, i can’t make anything good happen. I feel like i’m slowly drifting...
i'm ridiculously bored right now.
TEN things you wish you could say to ten different people right now:
1. you annoy me and piss me off, but i have no choice but to see you.
2. i think i love you, scratch that, i know i love you, you’re oodles of fun too.
3. i want to see you, i want to be friends, i miss you in my life.
4. i had so much fun w/ you yesterday. i love hanging out w/ just you without other people.
5. i wish...
Nature.
I have the most beautiful view in the world. I love my house, I love my view. I love this.
Smokey morning is what I’ll call this. Dylan and I were at plumbrook having a cigarette, and were driving away and i go to him “would it be really creepy if i took a picture right now” He said “No” i got out o my car, forgot to put the flashNature. on (it was in the morning...
New Life.
“I haven’t got a clue if you’re the one. But i like you. And ohh i like how you make me feel. I want to do this right. Don’t want to waste this night. But, im drowning. Drowning in your love.”
i haven’t wrote on this site in the longest time, a lot has changed in my life, for the better or worse, i still have no idea. im going to start writing now.
It’s early in the morning and no one i care...